A lot of it didn't really make sense to me, to be really honest, so I'm not sure how much I can clearly remember. But basically Chie's like, convinced herself that now that I'm here, that you're never gonna spend time with her ever again because I'm gonna monopolize all your time because "that's how you are". Which, fine, she can think that, but like, she's sure making a lot of assumptions, since she's actually your girlfriend and I'm not but whatever.
There was a lot of her being really hard on herself spread in there too? Like stuff about how all the rest of us girls are somehow special and she isn't or something like that. I had no idea she felt that way? But I'm not exactly gonna be in the mood to reassure her when she's telling me I'm an attention hogging selfish flirt, so I didn't really know what to do except leave.
I think part of it is that she's angry that everyone's here except for Yukiko. Well, and Teddie, but I don't really want to think about Teddie in a place like this. Point is I think she was hoping for Yukiko and instead got me? And that made all this other jealousy she apparently had for me worse, I guess.
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Date: 2019-10-18 09:28 am (UTC)A lot of it didn't really make sense to me, to be really honest, so I'm not sure how much I can clearly remember. But basically Chie's like, convinced herself that now that I'm here, that you're never gonna spend time with her ever again because I'm gonna monopolize all your time because "that's how you are". Which, fine, she can think that, but like, she's sure making a lot of assumptions, since she's actually your girlfriend and I'm not but whatever.
There was a lot of her being really hard on herself spread in there too? Like stuff about how all the rest of us girls are somehow special and she isn't or something like that. I had no idea she felt that way? But I'm not exactly gonna be in the mood to reassure her when she's telling me I'm an attention hogging selfish flirt, so I didn't really know what to do except leave.
I think part of it is that she's angry that everyone's here except for Yukiko. Well, and Teddie, but I don't really want to think about Teddie in a place like this. Point is I think she was hoping for Yukiko and instead got me? And that made all this other jealousy she apparently had for me worse, I guess.
.... Sorry I wrote a lot.