I'm scared I'll just... I don't know. It's hard to explain, but it's overwhelming and terrifying.
Just. I don't want to be alone. Sometimes it feels like you're the only one I have. And Yukiko isn't here and I guess I didn't grow up and out of being stupid obsessed with her like I thought because it hurts.
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timeasmymeasure
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Date: 2019-10-21 03:27 am (UTC)I'm scared I'll just... I don't know. It's hard to explain, but it's overwhelming and terrifying.
Just. I don't want to be alone. Sometimes it feels like you're the only one I have. And Yukiko isn't here and I guess I didn't grow up and out of being stupid obsessed with her like I thought because it hurts.
I got so mad at Rise for not being her...